[28 Nov 2007|02:48pm] i feel second best to someone who stole my style. my number one choice is still emerson, applying to college isn't all that scary, and learning about lung cancer in health class is kind of a downer. i'm going to prom with the cobrasnake, maybe. anytime jam was fun, i'm feeling unattractive, i need this cold to go away. i stopped biting my nails for a long time but i fucked them up today. my boyfriend is nice, i guess. i'm sick of people who read philosophy in public. it doesn't make you look intellectual, it makes you look like a douchebag. i'm looking forward to going to cacao with chloe later. (9)

[09 Jul 2007|06:56am] i was going to write this beautiful, awkward post that gracefully sums up everything but all i can think of is GOD DAMMIT.  and FUCK! HE'S TOO CUTE! (1)

all my friends are made of paper [05 Jul 2007|01:38pm] hey man, i don't just use people and drop them like hats. i don't even like hats. you told me it was over so i left you alone fucking hippies Things that have happened: 1. June 18th my dad got into a terrible motorcycle accident, broke 5 ribs, punctured his lung, contusions all over his body, was in the hospital for 15 days, came home. I moved into the tea room. Living in the tea room is amazing, I think I'm going to stay there until I move out. vicodin is EVERYWHERE 2. June whatever started The Onion. It's really great, except for the fact that all the interns are getting ready to graduate from college and I'm just barely a senior. All my fellow interns who go to UCs are assholes. Hmmm...  also started tutoring this little asian girl in Freshman english. half the time we make vocab flash cards (felonious, cadaverous, elude) and the other half I teach her how to smoke cigarettes. $$$ 3. July 4th I DON'T EVEN KNOW. and i hope no one else does either anyway, this summer is turning out to be just like last summer, but less Ben Danger and more bubble gum punk. finally stole that Alex+Chloe kate moss necklace. it's so pretty, when the sun hits it her reflection goes everywhere and it's really easy to cut lines with (so i've heard). can't wait for the new Smashing Pumpkins album comes out so everyone can just SHUT THE FUCK UP.  I can't believe Sapharee(?) won Charm School, it so should have been Leilene i hate that Dianne and T went to London, now no one wants to go to Tiger Heat with me. Nico is the best and her friend Lonny is weird but it's okay, it's not his fault, he's from Riverside. Comas is still the tightest guy I know and Zeve is still kinda in the picture but I hate him at the moment because he calls me too damn much. It's like: Yeah the lil' lil' lil' stuff between your legs ain't gon' keep me And neither is you callin me every 5 minutes like you need to know what what I be doin I'm at where I'm at, and I'ma be where I'ma be And that's about all you need to know And you need to use your inside voice when you talk to me Cause all that raisin your voice with me in front of your friends in the car and your cell phone it it it's not hot, it's not cute It's not gettin you anywhere, and it's about to get you fired so, calm it down. MUUUUURRRSSSSS! (14)

Someone needs to make this picture of Fluffy: [07 Jun 2007|06:56pm] [ music | Girl Talk ] into something like this: or this (oh my god prepare for your brain to explode): or even this: nothing is cuter than a kitten with bad grammar. ran for editor-in-chief today. I WANT IT SO BAD, i can't fucking shut up about it. also, 5 days of school left! getting a lip stud, dying my hair blue, and getting yellow pumps going for the Sailor Mercury thing does my voice sound like Hot Coffee? (4)

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NOW I WANNA BE YOUR DOG [25 Apr 2007|05:25pm] I saw Iggy. We get there 40 minutes late and there is a line 2 blocks long to get it. So Harry starts whining, Zeve goes to get high, Dianne and T dissapear to go do lesbian stuff, and I'm left in line behind a gigantic drag queen that looks like Siouxsie Sioux wondering if I should just hop the fence and run like hell toward stage. But then I remembered I was wearing heels THEN Diannasorus and T come back with some important looking guy who knows someone who knows someone who knows someone T's dad knows (I love LA)  and we follow him to the front of the line and get in way before the Siouxsie even got close.  THEN (15 minutes later ish) IGGY FUCKING POP IS ON STAGE LOOKING AT ME WITH TV EYES,  AND DOING THE CHRIST THING WITH THE MICROPHONE Set list: 1. some new song 2. I Wanna Be Your Dog 3. TV Eyes 4. Fun House 5. Skull Ring (3)

[15 Apr 2007|01:31pm] grindhouse wasn't that good the new blonde redhead is great ted leo was fun dinosaur jr will be ok seeing iggy and the stooges is going to be so much fun (6)

[18 Mar 2007|06:20pm] i'm going to Paid Dues with Ben Danger, Zeve, and Sam Kenswil and i'm pumped about that, but i don't know if it's happening for sure. it... probably won't. st. patty's day was a fluke until we got to Steph's, it's term paper season again and spring break is in like 5 minutes which means lots of body modifications finally (1)

[04 Mar 2007|07:00pm] I saw Lisa, it reminded me of how happy things were before everything happened. She gave me a folder full of old notes I had left at her house that have been there since Freshman year. Most were from Katie Red Head from back when we were thisclose and it made me sad to think about how I fucked up a really good friendship. And then towards to end of the pile there were 2 notes from Nick Weiss and they made me cry. I keep re-reading everything over and over, which brings me to the rules. 1. Everyone is scum (or maybe it's just me) 2. Cherry snow cones are never a good idea 3. Burn all love letters 4. Meth is really, really bad 5. Never follow your heart I miss smoking cigarettes with Arpy at Reeves park and getting drunk with Krh at 10am and doing nothing with Lisa for hours. I feel like I really fucked up a lot of good things, and looking back, I have to wonder, why was I so sad then? I really had everything.  I hate reading "I'll always remember" and then realizing that they forgot anyways, I have raybans now, my dad gave me the pair he used to wear in highschool: (14)

[20 Feb 2007|10:19pm] [ mood | beyond exhausted ] I love you but you are untouchable, except for a second today (2)

[02 Mar 2004|05:30pm] friends only. comment to be added. (209)

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